just YOU and ME*

Sunday, August 27, 2006
9:24 PM

Well..haven't been posting for quite some time and people are complaining...sighs...feeling tired and stuff.anyway OBS is such a good trip.To serve to strive and not to yield.well, I suppose those who went there agree too.Its a memorable one, and it really allow you to see people's true colours.REALLY. I saw it. There is some good ones and some bad ones..as for the bad ones...don't feel like elaborating further..people who know it, know it..those who don't..I seriously don't want to make you people hate them..Ok. AS for the good ones,I knew how much I cound trust my friends,syna,puay leng and sin yee.They took care of me, encouraged me and be proud of me, keep asking me to eat more in case I faint and stuff.Helping me in all sorts of ways and I never stopped loving them since then.Also, I saw victor khongs true colours!People, he is really not that bad ok..he is really good, minus some vulgars, plus some gentleman and he will be such a nice guy.Although he might have showed some attitude at first, but he was sorry and he really helped us alot!Carrying the load and stuff and not even complaining, lending a helping hand to others and he did not slack!compared to those who are selfish and stuff, he is far far better.Anyway, at OBS i tried loads of stuff...those high elements, tracking for 6 hrs, kayaking, all was fun and its a new experience for me.Thanks people for being proud of me!During the days at obs, everybody took care of each other and everybody played a part. If you aren't there, you won't believe it, how nice people could be, how important teamwork is, and how forgiving we are to each other, how honest with our feelings, how you could even cry when people is talking. You won't believe it. There is the emo period when people starts to get depressed, starts to get frustrated, starts to weep and get afraid, feeling disgusting and feeling brave, well you have to experience it yourself to know how disheartening it can get sometimes.How we cheer for each other like we never cheered before. How we cook when the water never starts boiling. How we tracked when the road seems never ending.How we endured when our legs are hurting. How we helped each other when we are nearly dying.How we think of others before we think of ourselves.I LOVE KURT!and thats what I want to say the most. Special thanks to connel and chew yien too!you guys are superb instructors!steve is very nice also!I adore my watch mates and buddy watch mates!Stephanie for reminding to EAT MORE! DON'T FAINT,syna for ' KIANG COME ON'+holding hands,iswariya for the ' CAREFUL!DON'T FALL! I'M SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU!'+holding hands,pinli for "STEAD YOU OK?SICK AH?TAKE CARE!',kenneth for " DON'T KANA BLOW AWAY BY WIND HOR',victor for ' EAT MORE LA!',CHOON LIAN for being such a good leader, weichuan for crapping and crapping and puayleng for pei-ing me no matter what!WO AI SI NI MEN LE!Well, after obs i think i'm going to fall in love with one of the scouts, when we are about to die,scouts is all we have!I have so much more to say, but can't really think of it now, just remember "ONE FOR ALL,ALL FOR ONE!"

i adore eu*

Wednesday, August 16, 2006
6:56 PM

School's ok..finally passed my social studies test...8/12.chinese oral is tomorrow and its making me real nervous.Decided to go dentist today,seroyen is real nice to offer to accompany me..but still feel a bit weird.SIGHS.Actually sis was suppose to meet me and go dentist together. But wad tough luck,both our hp no batt, and I have to face the dentist MYSELF. First time I didn't cry in front of the dentist. Didn't cry when she jab me, thought I'm so lucky today, but NO.After the cleaning of the gums and teeth and everything is done, thats when it starts to hurt. My gum is like being poked by a hundred needles and when i ask for painkillers, the dentist say panadol will do. It was like what the hell. Ok whatever. Went to take med at the pharmacy and I totally broke down there. WEEPWEEPWEEP! Its like hurting terribly and I can't talk.sighs.On the way home in the taxi I was like crying all the way, no painkiller, no sis, just me myself and the pain.Argh.Went home rest and its much better now although i still can't TALK. My gum is still swollen and bleeding.HAIZ. Anyway,me med cost $0.70. How cool.

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